Making a paradigm shift to acceptance....

Making a paradigm shift to acceptance. I know there is one thing that will help me. Helping others will help me get better. I was use to always playing that role, I don't like being the one who needs help, support, hand holding.... It makes me feel old, needy, so many reasons to have bad feelings....
I will work on it...
I feel crappy...
Helping others is the only answer...

I keep running to docs for ansers...

I keep running to different dos looking for answers, always asking why don't I feel good. Why do I still feel dizzy? The last doc I saw said I need to work on acceptance, stop waiting for miracles. FOcus onla therpy andmeditation.... Easier said than done. 

I will try.

But, tonight I feel dizzy....

Today is another day in this long journey I am on...

Today is another day in this long journey that I am on and I just don't feel good.

Who wants to listen. . Who wants to hear again and again that I don't feel good....

I swam in the morning, rested in the afternoon and then DRAGGED myself to the store for some groceries....

This is one of those days that I just want to cry....

Can I take this again and again and again...

One of the most frustrating parts of a serious...

One of the most frustrating parts of a serious illness is trying to coordiate all the different docs and their specialties...

It takes so many different appt.s , so many different opinions, coordinating one doc to the other.

I am sure in years to come that technology will improve these issues...

Meanwhile,, you end up explaining over and over again, to a new doc because you are searching for new answers...

Just make sure you keep track of all your records.

You must be beyond diligent and make sure you get copies of everything you get.

We went to Madison for the weekend...

We went to Madison for the weekend and I was sooooooooooooo car sick for most of the ride. I will have to ask my dizzy doctor if I can take something for it. I use to take something, but I didn't think I needed it anymore. Wrong....

Nothing like a refresher course in nausea and the dry heaves to refresh your memory!