Blindness, war

Blindness is something I avoided talking about, didn't want to think of myself as being even partially blind let alone blind. All I can say is it is hard enough with one eye, but blindness?!

The blind who go out and function every day are the real heroes.

The table of terror

The table of terror-just remembering how hard it was to eat dinner at the kitchen table,or as I called it the table of terror. It helped to turn the lights off, but I had developed a "thing" about the table. I felt like I was on a ride at six flags, I felt uneasy, fear.
It was years before I could eat at our table in peace.
The same problem happened in restaurants, I never knew when I would spin off..
Today I am going to put all the lightbulbs back in.
Still hard in restaurants  between the lights and sound.

it's been a long time since I have written in my blog.

It's been a long time since I have written in my blog.Things have been very busy with the loss of my sister and the loss of my father. But, I am back and would like to continue with my journey of my recovery. I am getting better every day. I feel stronger and I feel like I have my soul back. I don't need as much help, and manage most days by myself. Driving is still an issue, so I do drive but it's not very far. Through the use of new vigil and switching up my meds I feel better along with the tincture of time.