When the doc was explaining to me...

When the doc was explaining to me about the possibility of brain surgery, I can't help but conjure up Mel Brooks and the actress singing in the background. It's funny how the mind works to help you through difficult situations... I guess I always go to humor...

Since the brain bleed 5 1/2 years I have started to think of the length of my days.... I guess I thought of it before, but not really seriously....

But, once you are sobbing in the doctor's office over a medical situation you start to wonder what your length of days will be...

It is like an out of body experience to know that you might need not just surgery, but very dicey surgery. And, of course, you might come out with a new or even worse disabilities.

There is nothing like thinking things to death, I might say. And, pardon the expression....