I decided to call it the one minute surgery...

I decided to call it the one minute surgery as a coping mechanism.

I had to think of it as just going to sleep and just waking up one minute later.

I was passed the point of the tremendous fear I had yesterday, I knew I was going to do it.

There were no more options and I wanted to be done fearing for my life and wanted to enjoy my life.

I knew the surgery was going to be long, I had an idea of what they were going to do, that was enough info for me.

I know other people like to know every detail of the procedure, NOT ME!!!!