I can't begin to imagine how hard it was for my...

I can't begin to imagine how hard it was for my husband and my kids. Long. Scary. Wondering what condition I was really going to be in. Would I be able to function again. Did I have my mind?

Would I be an invalid? How scary for them. I was out in never, never land . I was not really focusing on my future. I kept picking at my tubes... My son would try to get me to stop and I could not imagine why he wanted me to stop.....