How it all started

This blog is designed to help me process the last 5 years of my life. It started on Dec. 16,2004 with a cold. I stayed home because I had a cold and was just laying in bed and all of sudden it started. How to describe it? I flew to the floor, tried hanging on to the legs of the bed because the floor had fallen out from under me. The room was spinning and it felt like I was spinning down a toilet bowl. I didn't scream because it was so foregin to me. I just wanted to live through it. Thought I was dying, thought of Sanford and Son, that my time had come. I crawled, I had double vision, my heart raced. I will write more about it next time. Nicki