It feels like being in a twister, it is just inside your head...

It feels like being Ina twister, it is just inside your head.. I have tried so many times. To put it into words what it feels like when you have a brain bleed... You are zooming through the sky, you can't really feel your body, you want to grab onto anything you can reach,your heart is pounding..
I often land on the floor because it pushes me out of bed and I think it might be searching for comfort...