Just saw the news about the beauty queen....

I turned on the morning news and heard about an 18 year old beauty queen from Hawaii who had a massive stroke and died. It makes me grateful to be alive . Maybe she could have lived if she had been on blood pressure medicine like I was. Maybe she could have lived if her parents had checked with a doc, but who thinks and 18 year old with a headache is going to die... I was lucky to have survived my brain bleed as a child. So, this leads me to acceptance of my condition, no longer here to fight with it, but to work with it. My job is to help educate others, help others going through it as I help myself.

This week I have been meditating, doing light therapy, taking c are of myself. Feeling more at peace with it. Laughing at it again.

I now live for that beauty queen too. May she rest easily.