aone day I went golfing with Bruce before the...

One day I went golfing with my friend Bruce on a vacation. I tried to act normal, golfed ok and had a good time. The truth is my brain is going what time is your flight? When I got back to the hotel room I kept walking around, afraid to sit or lay down , fear of flying... I walked around the room for awhile, ordered room service, ate while I was walking and eventually felt confident to sit down and then lay down to rest.

If I told my friends what I was doing they could not begin to understand why or what I was doing.

You have to live it to really get it.

But, after the surgery that fear went away.