I stayed calm getting to California for my surgery...

I stayed calm getting to California for my surgery until I go to California!!! Now, we were talking the real Mc Coy. I went through my tests, met the doc and would go back to the hotel room and I felt like my feet couldn't douch the ground My legs were swimming, I would be ok for awhile and then I would freak out.

THe night before surgery was time for the breakdown. I was so scared.

]When I woke up the next morning, I was calmed because I knew this was it.