In the first 3 years...

In the first 3 years I felt like someone had punched my lights out, it was like having the birds flying around your head in a cartoon. when I sat down sometimes I would feel like I was falling into the table, or flying through the wall and the wall was coming back at me. I guess it was like living a psychedelic experience all the time.

When I was growing up I never liked the sensation of a ferris wheel or a merry go round like the other kids. My body was letting me know that this was not for me. I had my first brain bleed at 10 and had no idea what had happened to me. But, my body was always trying to protect me, to avoid situations that my body was not interested in handling.

Thanks, body!